Good morning. đ¸ Live fast, heal fast. âşď¸ ??? I saw some comments that I was a cheater, and I was being nice but I see thereâs actually no point in protecting someone who doesnât take care of me. Chad was sleeping with ALL the girls at his workplace and wasnât even kissing me or texting me. He wasnât responding to my texts for literal days and or week, didnt respond to my nude pics or cries for help, even after what he did to me left me completely extra shattered all year. He was definitely on dating apps tinder and bumble and even ate 100 dollars worth of sushi before going back to his what I realize now his real girlfriendâs place. đ¤ˇđťââď¸ Iâve given him over 10,000 dollars and he still wonât do any of the work Iâve literally begged him to help me with. All he ever does is ask for more money or stress me out about stupid shit to the point where I have to scream and kick him out. I canât do this anymore, dude. Youâre not worth this much money and I have no idea why youâre so high maintenance. What the actual fuck, dude. He wasnât my boyfriend. Boyfriends wish you good morning and tell you youâre pretty and stuff. I was and am single. If I look like a bad guy itâs because youâre looking for a bad guy. Donât force my hand and then act like Iâm the bitch. You make the bad guy when you see and treat me as the bad guy. I donât want to be any guy in your world of thatâs the case. I need to be spoiled, happy and focused on my things. I deserve better. đ Aaaaaah. Going for a run. I only want high quality people who are doing better than me so I can learn and grow the way I deserve. Yea.