Thursday thoughts: Being an Asian girl in my shoes has been..

Thursday thoughts: Being an Asian girl in my shoes has been a horribly hilarious experience. Would not recommend it to any soft bitches. I’m glad I’ve come so far and want to become a financial mistress now. I haven’t really been putting forth the effort since my work and mental health was taking most of my time. I most definitely deserve it because my experiences are just... that wild, crazy and draining. 😆 Also, irl challenges like stalkers, cyber bullying, racism, assault, etc have been hard on a girl. I LOOK like I have stress and bills rn. I’ve been trying to not look like that for years and my place in social media/internet just didn’t allow that. Real life stuff like m*n, racism and trouble with my own family was something I was carrying for the longest time. I think it’s important that we encourage women to talk. Men, too. We should just all talk more. Listen, too. I’m sleepy. Could use a time turner or portal g*n right about now. I can’t always keep up with myself but I hope to, soon. So many more things make more sense now that I’m older. I’m also thankful to be in this generation, country and time versus any other in the past. America is pretty new and I’m glad everyone’s pushing so hard for a better America. Once the best of the world solidifies the standards and ethics that should reflect humanity, the rest of the world can follow. There’s so much in this world that needs to change. I haven’t been able to let go of any ???👎🏼memories I’ve witnessed and experienced in my life. Still permanently shook for marginalized people, what other people in other countries go through and what we do to our own Mother Earth. It’s like I feel the whole world inside my chest and I can’t help but always have thoughts like, “omfg!!! What am I looking at right now?” “This is heartbreaking.” “This is wrong.” “Why is this going on?” “I don’t like that this exists and now I have so many more painful questions and knowledge now.” “how can I change this?” “Can we change this?” Racism, bigotry and violence seems inevitable to me until we can get to the top people who are adding to it. There’s a lot of misunderstanding and inevitable damage as well as manipulated scapegoating. I wonder if there are any other species of animals that are this damaging to each other and to this earth. We really gotta get it together. 😅 Kindness and love are truly treasures in this galaxy. I’m glad we have the freedom to share and express it. I want to see as much love as possible in this world while I’m alive in it. I’m glad I get to online. 😋💗👍🏼 I love you!