How do I do it all? First of all, I humble myself roughly ..
Added 2021-05-04 10:40:09 +0000 UTCHow do I do it all? First of all, I humble myself roughly by telling myself I aint shit. I’m a broke bitch. Also, I have a lot of outside stress factors that give me the “i don’t give a fuck anymore” mentality. So it’s not all me. Numbers don’t mean a lot to me when the daily visuals and experience aren’t reflective of it. I live in a trap house and I have a lot of challenges on my plate to handle. A lot of times I drown myself mentally in work and interests to avoid handling the challenges that are on my plate. Mostly because I’m not ready, it’s not time, I’m not in the right place, I don’t have the support system I need, (yet) my tummy, neck, head, chest or back hurts, or just general stress, anxiety and depression. I’m not afraid to admit it. Idk why other people are. I come from a different place I guess. I work hard for the money cuz sometimes it feels like it’s where my greatest worth is. It’s nice to feel valuable. I wasn’t always allowed that in my life and I’m often envious/admiring of “normal” people. People who get to fill their days with normal every day conversations. People who can hang out with others for longer than 5 minutes. People with family and friends. People with the bravery to leave the house and can handle the conversations they experience. I hope I get to live that kind of life out of bed and my home one day. I hope people show more of their lives on onlyfans, too. It’s personal, freeing and fun. MORE MEMES PLS also, I love you. Have a nice day.
