These photos may not be the strongest, but they do mean a lot - It's the new me after recovery and finding a better way to help myself, and finding the motivation to make artwork that isn't fueled by toxicity or anxiety. I have so many fun things planned out in the upcoming weeks and months, and I'm overjoyed that you are spending those moments with me 💖 If you ever feel like you are in a bad place, feel free to message me anytime. There is a lot of help out there, and more people than you realize are there to listen. (7/7)
I'll admit I felt out of practice - I felt like my poses were weird and rigid, and I wasn't able to look how I wanted to. The lights were hard to arrange, and all of my equipment had dead batteries for me not touching them for months. But, I persisted. I was super uncomfortable and didn't even know if I still had that same 'spark' I used to. But I kept going. (6/7)
Would ya'll be interested if I did some fun/chill naked and gaming streams? What times work best for you? Feel free to leave a comment, but I'll list out my current available evenings <3
It was a huge thing to adjust to, and recovering took me three months of medication, therapy, and finding healthier ways to take care of myself mentally. I'm in a much better place than I ever have been, and the photos you see here are the first photos I had taken since my break. (5/7)
My doctor told me I'd have to re-train myself to feel motivated again, and those feelings I had were normal and to be expected. It made me realize that being without that constant drive of fear and anxiety, I didn't have the motivation to do anything at all. For the first time in years, I wasn't bring propelled forward by dread, and I had to find the value in doing these things again because I wanted to, not out of the idea that if I didn't something bad would happen to me. (4/7)
Adjusting to the medication was hard. I didn't want to eat, I lost all sex drive, random foods/drinks would make me sick (goodbye coffee!) and I'd have tremors in the first few weeks that made me think something was seriously wrong. Despite all that... I felt perfectly happy being lazy and allowed myself the space to relax and decompress for maybe the first time in my life. Eventually, things started to even out, but I found myself not wanting to do much of anything. Pictures, photoshoots, none of it seemed appealing to me anymore. And I had no idea why? (3/7)
Husband @themoonunit knows how to hit all my buttons and keep me moaning while only having to rub his fingers across my cock. 💖 Want to give me a belly shake next while he pumps my cock?
Eventually, I decided enough was enough and got help - I was able to work with some amazing doctors and therapists, and started on medication to help with a (surprise!) depression and extreme anxiety disorder. I was so scared of 'changing' up until this point- Would I still want to work on the things I loved to do? What if I was making all this up? Would I still act the same? All meds have side effects, and the idea that my symptoms could worsen before they could improve was terrifying. If they even worked at all. (2/7)
I've mentioned it a little before, but near the end of 2020 my mental health was starting to decline - US politics, the pandemic, anxiety attacks and worry about life at home made me feel stuck and unable to move, and I spent days only sleeping and working. 2020 was hard, and I was reaching a point where I felt things were useless, and had zero meaning anymore. (1/7)
(1/7) You enter the office of your boss, a large man who looks you over with clear contempt. "You know what to do, Pup." He said simply, scooting back in his chair and waiting for you to assume the position. You do as you are told and climb under his bulge pressing up against his khakis and waiting for you.
(7/7) The Orc moans again, his cock struggling against his loincloth as his ripe hole tightens even harder around your fingers. After a moment he stops and removes your hand from inside him. He smiles. Now it's your turn. 😈
(Photos from 2/14/21 - These where my first Orc-themed photos after my hiatus and I had so much fun! I'm planning on getting some props soon for the dom top fantasy, but there is something really hot about a big submissive Orc who just wants to get fingered by his human partner.)
(6/7) You slowly exit your finger and slip a digit inside again, this time faster - Urgran grunts and shifts under you, grabbing his nipples and playing with them, his pained grunts getting faster as you enter another finger.
Happy Tummy Tuesday! I forgot to upload this video, so I thought today would be the best time to post it. 💖 Your Orc Boyfriend feels a little flustered wearing lingerie, but it suits him, don't you think?
(5/7) The Orc moans as you touch him, opening his legs wider and showing his hole to you. His cock twitches as you slowly realize what he's begging you for - Without waiting you slip a finger inside of him, the bestial creature under you submissively panting and waiting for more.
(4/7) Urgran grunts again, taking your hand gently and placing it against his ass, his thick legs moving upwards and out of the way. As you press your palm against his cheeks you can't help but realize how warm and inviting it feels.
(3/7) Your feel your face flush as you realize that while his cock was concealed, his ass was not - The Orc looks at you with a strange, embarrassed expression. He seems to be asking you something, but you aren't exactly sure what.
(2/7) The Orc shifts slightly, looking uncomfortable - He hasn't bathed in a while, and as he removed his loincloth all that separated you from his cock was a thin piece of fabric. He huffs, after a moment opening his legs to you.
(1/7) Urgran the Orc looks at you pitifully - You've been traveling for what feels like weeks now, with this small roadside inn the only reasonable bed you could find for miles. With only one to share you both collapse, trying to relax at last.
Hey everyone! Just warming up the account again to say I have some new great things coming down the pipeline and planning to launch a whole new bunch of content this Friday! I'm so excited and ready to show off what I've been working on 💖
"Your Orc boyfriend huffs, fumbling at the lace under his fingertips, as if he's worried he's moments away from ripping it. He grunts as you compliment him yet again on how sexy he looks. You didn't think it would be possible to convince someone like Urgran to put on an outfit like this... But clearly, this was something you had to talk him into more often..."
Hey everyone! Still taking a little bit of a break this month, but I felt motivated to work on some new content! I also found a great way to make GIFS, so I plan to make more of those since they are easy to share on here and Twitter! Be sure to also follow me there to vote on upcoming content and see other updates.
Hey everyone! I'm planning on taking a break this month to decompress after a very stressful year + election cycle. Enjoy some older shoots from earlier in the year!
(Fun fact - In order to get my legs up in the air I had to press them up against a wall, which was very uncomfortable and the entire time I was worried I'd upset neighbors.)
Taking a small break from OF content, but here is a BTS shoot from when I worked with CaptainNikko on our Orctober Collab! He needed poses and references and I was only too happy to oblige ;)
https://twitter.com/Nikkonator5000/status/1314966505700962307
Hey everyone! Been dealing with some mental health struggles so I'm going to take off this week and do photos for both of the winning prompts next week! In the meantime, enjoy some nudes I had taken during the week <3
[WINNING OPTION - BELLY!]
Your hands tremble as you move closer to Urgran - His eyes stare back at you, almost pleading to help him. Why was he chained up like this? Why was he down here, seemingly of his own will? It's obvious he's not being held captive, but why all of this extra security? Your hands graze against his large belly, the Orc groaning in submissive pleasure at the touch. He's even warmer than you expected, almost feeling like a hot stove as your bare hands glide across his skin, making small circles around his belly.
Urgran moans again, his cock twitching in appreciation as he feebly works against his chains, positioning himself to allow for more contact, like a desperate animal in heat. You continue to touch him, and realize that's what this must be - Orcs go into seclusion once per year... Could this be it? Do they sequester themselves to avoid being seen like this?
You feel your face turn flush as you continue to caress the Orc - It's clear that this is something incredibly personal, and the fact that he didn't call upon anyone else to be here... You can't focus on that now. Urgran needs help, and maybe...this is something you could ask him about later, when he's not horny out of his mind.
Without realizing your fingers caress across his bearded face, fingers slipping into his mouth. You can hear the Orc moan obediently, crouching in place for you to continue and exert as much control as you feel necessary. His cock throbs and continues to leak a steady stream of pre. What will you do next?
[Photoshoot from 10/8/20 - HAPPY ORCTOBER! Special thanks for the husband for lending a (literal) hand]
[This is part one of the next Choose-Your-Own-Adventure! Be sure to vote in the poll to choose what happens next 💖]
"You've been expected. This way."
The aged, stone steps to the cellar were slick from condensation, making you keep an extra grip on the railing. The lack of light didn't help to make things much better, with only small and used-up candles illuminating the way downwards… you could feel the pit in your stomach grow heavier as you continued to descend, the attendant Goblin bobbing quietly ahead of you.
It had been over a week since you heard from Urgran, the Orc you had been adventuring for close to a year now. You two make a good team, and you’ve learned that the creature you once thought as being a brute was smarter and had more to offer than you could have ever imagined. Sure, he could be loud, but you can’t imagine parting with the memories of the nights spent together, having him explain to you the stars. Or, the dozens of times he ended up saving you from an unfortunate end by a trap or assassin.
The letter you found waiting for you a week ago was simple and to the point - which is unlike the Orc.
“Find me at this address in three days. It’s not an emergency, but I’ll need your help.”
The address, which was a Goblin-owned establishment, seemed to be as discreet as possible, with Orc patrons hurriedly leaving or going inside. The exterior was drab and gray, with windows sealed off with heavy curtains or even boarded up from the outside. You can’t help but feel a little uncomfortable as you get closer, being the only Human in sight makes you stick out quite easily.
Your attention snaps back into place - reaching the final step of the stairwell, you navigate down a long hallway of identical doors, stopping near the end. The Goblin grumbles to himself, fishing out a spare of grubby-looking keys on a ring and once selecting the right one, unlocking the door.
“Your… friend has paid for accommodations till morning. I’d suggest you get started soon.” The door opened with a quick snap, the Goblin shoving you inside and locking the door behind you.
As the door slammed shut, you could feel your eyes strain to adjust in the darkness - The room was small and barren, lined in stone with the only accommodations being a small bed, a bucket of water, and a lit candle from a wall alcove. You hear a deep growl from within the darkness, your skin turning cold as a nude form shuffles and heaves closer to you. The motions stop before getting much closer, with the unmistakable sound of heavy chains dragging against the stone floor. It was Urgran, but something was missing behind his eyes...
The Orc moved closer, turning himself around to face you, a heavy set of chains wrapping around his neck and legs. Despite the chamber being so cold, you could feel the heat radiating off his body, almost like fire. Urgran groaned, trying to move closer to you before being stopped by the chains yet again. In the candlelight's gloom, you could see something else- his member was rock hard and dripping precum to the stone floor in a steady stream. The smell of his musk was nearly overpowering, making you stagger back as your brain worked in overdrive to figure out what was happening. He expected this, he booked the room, he sent the letter... was there something he needed you, and only you, to do?
Your hands shake as you steady yourself, walking closer to the Orc. Almost as if sensing your intent, Urgran presents his chest to you, begging for your touch. What do you do next?
[Photoshoot from 9/20/20 - HAPPY ORCTOBER! I'm so excited to have another Choose-Your-Own Adventure! Who can resist an Orc boyfriend in heat? Next part will be posted next week!]
I've been getting a few requests for feet pics, so I decided I'd give it a try and get some bath shots! However, after setting up my equipment, lights, and awkwardly climbing inside, I quickly realized two things:
A) In quarantine, I've gotten much fatter.
B) I'm not very flexible.
I couldn't help but feel sexy as my massive belly and legs could barely be contained, but it did make things more tricky for sure. If anyone out there has a nice big spa I could use, I'd be forever grateful!
[Photoshoot from 9/13/20]
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